Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Screaming!


Everyone seems to be leaning on me for emotional support and I can't handle that right now. I'm going through things myself that I'm still trying to get over. I'm not super woman...I don't have an "S" on my chest. I can't always save you when you need a hero, no matter how hard I try. I'm just a regular person like you and sometimes I need a hero too. But sometimes I wonder how do you save someone from themselves? I want to cry, want to scream, want to shout, whatever it takes for me to see that I'm still alive inside...still capable of emotions, because I've been doing my best to keep this blank mask on. Anywho I'm currently working on a new project...not sure what I want it to be yet..but it's called "The Road to Insanity". Should be pretty interesting when it's finished. I'll keep you updated on its progress. I might even share bits and pieces from it on here. I just need an outlet for all my emotions...maybe then I'll actuallly be able to let a lot of things go and be able to move on and not let my past rule me. We will see....It's a growing process and all I can do is take it one step at a time.

1 comment:

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