"What am I fighting...afraid of loosing, Itz like I'm not in control, I'm watching myself fall down, thinking you wont be around, You know you got my heart unlocked and even If i want to run, I can't go.."
So I've been working on a couple of new pieces lately. One of them is the struggle of trying not to be so in love with a person because you know its over but yet you still chase after them because you don't want to give up on them. I think its going to pretty good. I'm really excited about it =). I put "The Road on Insanity" on hold for awhile. I'm thinking it's time to pick it up again. I've got the inspiration I've been looking for to finally to be able to write it. Trust me, this wont be pretty. It will have dark themes as it is about me loosing it and my journey down a road I never thought I'd be taking. I'm alittle afraid to write it because it will be different from anything that I've ever written before. Also I usually write based on things I see or I've saw people go through. This piece will be personal. I'll be giving people a glimspe into my mind, my heart and my soul. You will feel my pain, my struggle, see the tears I've cried. Just warning you. But anywho! I'm alot happier. Amazing how much life has to offer when you quit worrying so much, have great friends who love and support you and trust in God. I have no regrets about anything I've gone through this year. I lost everything only to gain something much more important. I'm being Transformed people...and slowly breaking the binds the devil had on my life. Watch me grow =)
So I've been working on a couple of new pieces lately. One of them is the struggle of trying not to be so in love with a person because you know its over but yet you still chase after them because you don't want to give up on them. I think its going to pretty good. I'm really excited about it =). I put "The Road on Insanity" on hold for awhile. I'm thinking it's time to pick it up again. I've got the inspiration I've been looking for to finally to be able to write it. Trust me, this wont be pretty. It will have dark themes as it is about me loosing it and my journey down a road I never thought I'd be taking. I'm alittle afraid to write it because it will be different from anything that I've ever written before. Also I usually write based on things I see or I've saw people go through. This piece will be personal. I'll be giving people a glimspe into my mind, my heart and my soul. You will feel my pain, my struggle, see the tears I've cried. Just warning you. But anywho! I'm alot happier. Amazing how much life has to offer when you quit worrying so much, have great friends who love and support you and trust in God. I have no regrets about anything I've gone through this year. I lost everything only to gain something much more important. I'm being Transformed people...and slowly breaking the binds the devil had on my life. Watch me grow =)
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