Poem...

A reeling mind

And flashy eyes

Confusion seeps through

The very pores of my body




Questions without answers,

Answers without questions,

My heart going two ways,

My head has nowhere to turn




The feeling of loosing

Everything I hold dear,

Haunts my every dreams,

Eventually becoming my reality




The weight of the world

Becomes too much for my

Small, insecure shoulders,

All I can do is sit and weep




Walls of sanity crumble,

Rolling and falling,

Nothing to stop it,

Tearing down everything




With each step becoming

Useless baby steps,

The hours drag on by,

Worsening each day




No turning to friends,

Keeping my troubles inside

No one or nothing seems

To understand the real me




I continue on with a fake smile,

Plastered on my face,

Pretending everything is ok,

And that I’m going to be alright




The darkness slowly envelops me,

Into its icy and painful grasp,

Easing into my thoughts soundlessly,

Tormenting my aching mind




So I’ll sit and watch as the lucidity

Flows freely out of me,

And I’ll wait for the hysteria

To dominate my soul,

To take all supremacy of my self control…